Not Enough Time

I don’t know about you, but I’m overwhelmed with life right now.

I don’t want to waste another second, but it feels like there’s not enough time in a day.

I want to be diligent and driven, but I don’t want to be a perfectionist.

I want to be organized, but I need moments of chaos.

I want to do the right thing, but I also need to break the rules once in a while.

I want to be sexy and beautiful, but I don’t want to obsess over my body image.

I want to be athletic, but I don’t want to drive myself into the ground.

I want to be confident, not proud.

I want to have money, but I don’t want to be rich.

I want to be a dreamer, but I don’t want my head to be disconnected from my heart.

I want to be vulnerable, but I also want to guard my heart.

I want to be honest, but I don’t want to be rude.

I want to be strong, but I still want to be held onto.

I just want to live

and love

the best that I can.